Trust

I want to trust
Fully ~ completely ~ wholeheartedly
with ears open
with eyes looking up.

I want to trust
in the valley ~ on the mountain
in the darkest night.

I want to trust
looking back at experiences of faith in my life
looking ahead and epecting God's faithrulness again.

I want to trust
not like a boat wavering on the water
but like a tree with roots deep and strong.

I want to trust
even tho right now I can't see
and yet believeing in the unseen...
in the unknown.

I want to trust
because I know whom I have put my trust in

I want to trust the One who knows me by name
who loves me fully.

I trust
because I know,
even if I don't always feel it ~
that He...
That HE - My Jesus, My Lord
is faithful over all.

I trust
that what I want ~
is his desire also.

And ultimately
out of my doubt ~
my wavering thoughts ~
He will make something absolutely beautiful ~
with HIS trademark on it!