God has me on a journey - and as I travel it, this blog reflects the thoughts and musings (and the odd butterfly) from the heart of a senior woman, who is learning how to love with all my being, live fully and with no regrets, embrace life with my husband,kids and grandkids, and to let God lead in the dance of life that He has me learning!
Monday, September 29
The first quiz!!
So, today I did something that I have not done in almost 20 years, since I finished studying for my Early Childhood Educator level III in 89...... I wrote my first quiz in my university course! Today was week four!! I can hardly believe that
a) I am actually a university student (today I got my student card! :))
b) that in the midst of a full summer/fall, I am actually daring to go to school and haven't missed a class yet! Today is class number 7! and
c) that I actually AM retaining information that I am learning in class and
d) I am actually loving being at CMU!!
Here I am, squeezed behind a little desk... or at least I feel like I am squeezed in there. (yep, I am bigger than I was when I graduated from High School 32 years ago!!)
After the second week of class, I realized that I had been signed up for the wrong class! So, I changed that last week. Then, I look around and I am at least the same age as the prof! The young kids in class, well put it this way, I have alot more life experience than they do! I go with my daughter and sometimes I am jealous that she is auditing it, and I have to do the homework. But today, I realize that going to university, even if it is only one course to begin with, it is very exciting for me. I can hardly believe I am actually doing it!
So, last week, I wondered if I would be able to study for the quiz. Our professor told us what to study, which was good. I take good notes, but sometimes I think I may take too many notes. So, he was so helpful and took some of the mystery out of what to expect. Last night, when Alvin went into the city, I studied or should I say I TRIED to study. I put wood in the fireplace, some coffee in my cup, and tried to study. It was hard... wedding hustle and bustle had caught up to me, and I kept falling asleep. I was able to study more this morning, and by the time it was time to write, I was feeling very confident in this 50+year old brain! I know it was just through the strength of our God.
After a re-check, I handed in my paper. I feel quite good about it, but time will tell. Can't believe at 50 I am in school... in university at that! God, I put this study in your hands. Like the Israelites I also want to experience you afresh. Help me to stay connected to the vine!
So I am learning after all. This old brain is capable of learning new things! I am campable of graduating with a degree in church ministry 8 years from now and I can already imagine my grandchildren cheering me on! Have faith ~ Expect Miracles. Jesus, thank you for the desire. Give me strength. amen.
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Good for you! You are doing what a lot of people are afraid to do. I am impressed :)
I am afraid I wouldn't know how to study anymore. But then I was not that good at it in my school days either, lol.
Take care of yourself and thanks for stopping by my blog :)
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