Monday, July 13

An ode to Arvid, and a prayer as he rides ...



                                                                   



I look at my bike, Helmut hanging off the handlebar
and try to remember the last time I went for a ride
me the one who is early sixties, and feels more like a circus bear on a bike
than a cyclist ...

This summer our lives include hosting a man like none other I know
at least in the cycling department
and in the extreme dedication to use his bike as the means to a greater cause
A man whom some say must be crazy to do what he does (who does this when they are my age!!)
And who knows, maybe at times he thinks that himself
However you would never know that...

Its about a call to something greater,
Its about a relationship with the ONE who gives Him strength - Jesus.
Its about thousands and thousands of little faces that play before him
while he pedals ... (the Mully Children's Family) 
minute to hour to hourS to days to weeks ... 
not always a Guiness World Record attempt
but ALWAYS one man doing something extreme and great - for a greater cause
A man that is loved by many..
A man who's greatest cheerleader is his wife, and his kids and grandchildren<3 p="">
A man who is loved and encouraged by friends
And prayed for daily ... by many
O LORD GIVE HIM STRENGTH TO DO THIS - for your honour and glory and for the lives of these children in Kenya.

These days, the call makes him get up before the sun
at a time when most of us are turning over one more time in our sleep
And cycle well into the end of the day.
When most of us have been well fed and reclining for hours already.
The call makes him do what others would not even dream of...
To ride his bike for hours, when many are enjoying the coolness of a pool
To ride his bike for hours, when it is raining (or sometimes worse)
To push his body past what seems impossible
And to go to places physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually that only God knows.

Arvid ...
You listen to him speak, and his voice cracks with emotion
when talking about the children - the ones that ruined him for the ordinary...
He and his wife Ruth - changed through this big big family and a call to "be a voice for orphaned and abandoned children rescued by Mully Children’s Family, a street children’s rescue mission in Kenya, Africa."  (Arvid's words on his site)

The cause Arvid cycles for, is also about a man and a woman (who our friend knows so well)
who felt a call to something greater ...
who felt a call to greater love than just for their own flesh and blood family
who gave it all up - for something more - even greater than anything they knew ...
a call to with a motto of Saving Children's Lives ...
for the past few decades.
Charles and Esther Mully.   www.mullychildrensfamily.org
And were able to fulfill it because of their relationship to the ONE who gives them strength.
The same ONE as Arvid gets strength from - Jesus.

I have the easy job.
I can watch him, wave to him, encourage, donate, and lend our loft for these thirty days.
We can let his crew set up on our property 
And let them use our water to wash off his bike at the end of the day ..
That is an easy job - a no-brainer really....

Arvid has the extremely hard job - body, soul, mind and spirit.
But the ONE we serve will be the ONE that gives him strength.

I can sit inside when the rain falls
Arvid does not have the same luxury to just come in out of the rain, and keep dry.
His cycling is not for the faint of heart - and like I said, we know NO ONE like Arvid.
But there is one thing I can do.
I can wave sure ... but the most important thing I can do is to pray.

So Let me do that now.

LORD I bring Arvid and Ruth before you and thank you for their friendship.  Thank you for Arvid and Ruth's love for the Mully Children's Family, and also for his dedication to fundraise full time for them.  LORD you see every single rotation of his pedals.  You know every single drop of rain that may fall on him even now as I write.  You know his physical needs.  We ask you LORD GOD to provide for them all.  Thank you for his massages that have helped his legs, and his adjustments that have helped his body.  And now LORD GOD we come before you and ask you to give him all he needs especially in this middle third of this journey ... the mental and emotion struggle that happens, and the physical fatigue and toll that the long days and little sleep have on him  - LORD would you give him life giving thoughts while he peddles.  During this middle ten days would you speak your words into his mind as he peddles and would you be the wind Holy Spirit in him.  We pray against this dreaded middle part, and ask you to bind the enemy from any discouraging thoughts.  Would you LORD GOD continue to be the One that Arvid can fix his gaze on.  And would his sleep be deep and restful at night.  We pray for you to keep his body, soul, mind and spirit - Strong!  LORD thank you for MCF!  Thank you for Ruth, his partner and his best encourager in this.  Would you also give her strength during this time of supporting!  Help us to remember to pray for Arvid.  LORD would you be the one to remind us many times, and also every single time we pass him, to lift him before your throne.  LORD GOD - we give you the praise, the honour, the glory and the thanks for Arvid, and for Ruth and for this extreme call!!  Be their strength LORD and Holy Spirit, ride with him ... Amen

ps. This is unsolicited - but since I have you hear - please read this too and consider how you can be involved ...

What can YOU do???  Well .... you can pray!  You can stop by the end of the driveway and encourage the team, and cheer him on.  BUT he is doing it to raise money for the MCF ... so please PLEASE consider a DONATION!!   Follow this link and donate now ... any amount helps.





Tuesday, July 7

Selah





I grew up in a Brethren chapel, and my favorite time of my 20 years in the little church on Arlington Street was Sunday Morning "Breaking of the Bread" service.  I loved it for so many reasons.  I loved how the elders would announce the song out of the little "Believer's Hymnbook" and then pick the tune it would be sung to (we did not use an instrument for this service).  I loved how they would share something from the week - whether it be Scripture, or something they learned, or that God showed them.  I loved that at about 9:40, one of the elders would pray for the bread, and then come to the front and break the loaf in two, and send one plate on either side, for people to take a piece out of.
The bread symbolizing His body broken for us ...
And then right following another elder would say a prayer for the wine, and again, come and send a silver goblet filled with communion wine, one on either side ... (I think there was a reason my mom and dad and the family sat in the front pew lol).

I also loved hearing Scripture read from the old King James Version (since it was THE version to use then)  - and I remember when the Psalms would be read and some verses ended with the phrase "Selah".  Now adays some newer translations use the words: interlude or pause in His presence.

I love that -  "Pause in His Presence" ...


Looking up the definition of Pause - I found this on yourdictionary.com
Pause is defined as "a temporary stop or rest".  This is exactly what God has done for me since March 15th when I emailed everyone to cancel their retreats. While that afternoon was hard, I knew in my heart that God had something in store for the time we were closed.  God has given me a "Selah" ....

It has been (and continues to be) a BIG Pause for ministry here at the retreat house.  (Being that it is our personal home complicates the reopening - but it is okay.  I am at peace with that.).    I realize some people want need the retreat badly (especially for some after having to home school their kids unexpectedly.  (that would NOT have been easy for me to do even though I was a daycare director for 21 years!)

Who would have known that the virus we heard about while we sat in our hotel room with our grandchildren watching the news (while on vacation in Jan-Feb to Cuba) ... would create such pandemic!!  But none of that was outside the scope of what God knew, and God allowed.

SELAH ....  INTERLUDE ... PAUSE IN HIS PRESENCE

This post is about my selah experience ...

It began with the LORD making something very clear to me one day as I was having my Quiet Time with Him  (and I should look back as I may have blogged about this) ...  He told me one morning in April, as I was sitting in His presence, that I had not, because I had not asked.  This confused me, and I talked with the LORD about that.  I thought it was about healing for my brother-in-law who was dying of cancer.  But the LORD quickly told me, no, it was not that, but "You have not asked for my fullness" ...

Thus began the last few weeks (at this point almost 3 months) of sitting, seeking, listening to Him.  Let me tell you HE DOES NOT DISAPPOINT when we come to spend time with Him.  He has also made me fully aware that what He spoke to me back in fall of 2018 when I went to the silent retreat for women in Abbotsford, was now coming to fruition.  At that time He told me "I am calling you back to being a "Mary" ..."   At the time, with a full slate of retreaters and events and going into another year of retreats ... I seriously had not had time to even ponder those words.  But then came the PAUSE ...  and today I realize that I have been able to live a Mary-life these past few months.  Oh my soul - breathe!

I have found out many things about my LORD and Saviour Jesus over the past few months.  I will admit that these things are not new revelations.  I am just delighting more in them.  The fact that He wants an intimate relationship with me!!  Relationships take time - lots of time.  Lots of being with the other person.  Listening.  Sharing.  Human relationships have those aspects yet pale in what our relationship with Jesus is like!  Oh how I love Him.

I have delighted again over and over in the conversations that we have ... yes, I mean that.  And would love to have that conversation with you if you think God does not talk - because my friend - He sure does!!  I found that out in the early 90's and sometimes our time together knocks me off my feet - and I no longer have to think, "hmmm was that you LORD" because at this point - 30 years in of hearing His voice - I have to say, this SHEEP knows the voice of the Shepherd.

I have delighted in reading of His Word, and have come to learn about feasting on it.  I began an online reading plan - one year through The Word with Nicky Gumbel - the guy who wrote the Alpha Series and it is good.   I will admit, I dreaded the Deuteronmy and Leviticus readings - there is nothing easy about reading all the laws.  I am so glad with Jesus, we are not bound by laws but under his New covenant, we can live so differently.   Scripture comes alive - and I am enjoying those times.

And I am learning to feast on His word ... that one should have come earlier, but it has come about by going through a 40 Day Sugar Fast.   I put that off, tried it for a day, put it off again ... and then bit the bullet.  I have to say that thinking of the question "Do you love sugar more than you love God" really took the breath out of me.  I have to admit that the idea of fasting from sugar scared me ...
But in the process of that, I have come to see many things about myself.  And the biggest thing is that I did run to sugar before I ran to God.  (so much more to be shared if you wish over a cup of coffee if you want to hear more) .... I just shared that little bit to say that I have asked the LORD more and more to help me to feast on Him whenever I feel like running to sugar (and believe me we run to other things too, this was just my very obvious one)

In this Pause I have also grown more in love with my family - husband, kids, grandchildren ... as we have had to pause from so much else that has called us and begged of our time - and the pause has given us more time to spend together.  I thank God for each of them!

Yes, this Pause perhaps could have been a time of scrubbing walls, and washing windows, cleaning drawers, etc ... but instead it is a chair pushed so that it looks out the window, and a table that is often used to let people eat by the window, is now my place to sit and have my QT.  The beds are messy because the kids have played on them, and slept in them ... and there is Lego in the rooms as they have been able to built and leave it for the next time they are here.  This Pause has meant we are not hosting outsiders but the life inside of these walls has been rich - oh. so. rich.

I realize after saying this, that this was really a luxury in many ways, at at time when some were working their butts off.  Believe me, I am not flaunting this, nor am I taking it for granted.  But for me - I am recognizing it for what it was for me.  It was a "pause" that was really "forced on us" due to Covid-19.   The work I was doing came to an immediate halt.  And I realized how much I had really needed to breathe.  So, I am thankful and while,I have shared all this, please know that I am not at all bragging.  We all walk in our relationships with Jesus differently and grow and learn at different speeds even incur faith - I just wanted to share some of what I have gained from during this forced pause.

NOW THAT BEING SAID ...

 I also know that NOT EVERYONE COULD PAUSE like this.

I have friends who are nurses, and doctors ... friends who have worked in fire and paramedic ... friends who have worked in stores ....  YOU COULD NOT PAUSE!   In fact I am sure you wished for times to pause as I know your lives sped up.   Believe me, I am so thankful for you all.  I could mention names, but I know if you read this, you will know I am talking about you!!  (maybe even leave a heart on a comment or facebook or instagram so I know you read it) ... thank you so much for doing what you did ... for working non stop/overtime/crazy busy shifts.  YOU are the true heroes in all of this, and I hope somehow you are also able to pause and breathe!  

I wish to end this post with Scripture - may you be blessed by it!
With love,
j

Psalm 3: 3-4   The Passion Translation 


But in the depths of my heart I truly know
that you, Yahweh, have become my Shield;
You take me and surround me with yourself.
Your glory covers me continually.
You lift high my head when I bow low in shame.
I have cried out to you, Yahweh, from your holy presence.
You send me a Father’s help.
Pause in his presence