It is late - on Wednesday night.  We have spent the evening together.  I am tired.... really tired.  It has been a very very long haul.  However, I would not change a thing.  I thank God for the reality that was mine - being unemployed so that I could use my time as a gift to Mom.  However - in the end - She was the GIFT to me.
Yesterday morning as I went into the city I petitioned God, on Mom's behalf - to "Please Lord, take her now."  I knew God's timing was right - but felt that I needed to be bold in asking.  As I left Mom for the past nights since the weekend - I prayed with her, asking the Lord to take her HOME.  I recited the 23rd Psalm and John 3:16.  On Monday night - I sat by her bed, reading out of the big print Bible - turning through the Psalms.  Mom didn't have to say anything - her body language said it all. 
As I left yesterday, I felt that it was going to be the last time I saw her alive.  And, when I left I kissed her goodbye after praying and said "Bye Mom"...
When Elleanore called me - I wept... but I also prayed and thanked the Lord, as I drove into the condo.  It was surreal.  I walked into her room, and put my hand on her forehead. 
Her soul gone... her very thin frame left behind for us to bury on Saturday.  Only her shell.  And I couldn't help but imagine Mom in heaven - being greeted by Dad, and Opa, and my parents, and my little grandson... finally Mom gets to hug her firstborn Great-Grandson.  I can only imagine!
So. ... her journey on this side of heaven is done - and life for her has really just begun.  She has a new body - a heavenly one.  Cancer free!!  Eyesight that is 20/20 - gazing on the Lord in all his Glory!
I say thank you Lord.... thank you.
You have heard and answered our prayers.
Thank you.
Absent from the body but present with the Lord - which is FAR better.
I need to get some sleep.... tomorrow is a full day.
Thanks for all your prayers!
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God is so good to answer your prayers and bring your mom home to be with Him. I will be praying for you and your family as you plan her funeral, and discover what life feels like without her here. I will pray that The Lord our God fills up the empty spaces she has left behind. May God bless you with peace and love as you mourn.
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